Ish just got Real…
I was not anticipating this one bit! Sure I wasn’t at my best mentally. And physically some improvements could have been made. Yet going through what I just went through…
13…
...after 13 days straight. Eating better than well, doing my work outs, waking up early and going to bed early. Filling my days with building this new lifestyle that will…
For Real For Real
I thought I would share with you how I have been. Ever since I restarted blogging, quite a lot has changed. And surely with the current developments you could have…
How I Self Medicate
In order to cope with the deafening negative noise inside myself I found myself reaching out to some substances that I thought would help me redirect the focus, and numb…
The Odd one out
Recently I told my therapist that I feel as if I just don't get this whole concept called Life. I just don't get it... I have always felt like I…
My Progress…
A few months into my journey to healing, I thought I might share how it all has been so far. A few months ago I was really in a dark…
Please Don’t…
Don’t tell me it’s ok not to be ok. Stop saying that it is normal to have a bad day every once in a while. Don’t say I shouldn’t exaggerate…
Clean House
...that is the hefty task that lays before me. Figuratively and Literally. Many times have I said, This is probably the hardest Thing I ever had to Do. But some…
Aint it Funny…
Aint it funny how your emotional state can define how some people close to you treat you? How they deal with you, are there for you or celebrate you? It…
The Struggle is Real
It has been a long time, maybe even a long time coming. These dark clouds that seem to follow me from afar finally caught up. Although I seem to…