Dear little Girl

Dear little Girl

Please bare with me while I write this letter to you. I hope the words come out right and are able to do justice to how I feel. Recently I found this screenshot of an old photo of you. And what I saw hit me like a ton of bricks. All of a sudden I saw YOU, I saw Me and...
Dear little Girl

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For Real For Real

I thought I would share with you how I have been. Ever since I restarted blogging, quite a lot has changed. And surely with the current developments you could have seen on my other social media outlets, I felt it was just right to just catch up. So much has changed as...

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